Somewhere between the *pRoCrAsTiNaTiOn* and homework and the "i MiSs You'S" and the "i LoVe YoU's" and the "wHaT aRe We DoInG ToNiTeS?".. and somwhere between all the c.H.a.n.G.i.n.G. and gR0WInG.. i ForGoT---i foRgoT what it was like to cRy..i forgot that pReTeNdIng to be h-a-p-p-y doEsnT make you hApPy..i for-goT that you can't just ForGeT the -PasT- in fear of the FuTuRe..i forGoT that you CanT control falling in *<3*LoVe*<3* & that you cAnT make yourself FaLL in LoVe..i learned that it's OkaY to mess up and its okay to ask for h.e.l.p.. & its okay to feel like (cRaP). i learned that it's oKaY to wHinE to your FriendS all day. i learned that sometimes the things you want the MOST you just CANT have & the things you look for are RiGhT in FronT oF yOu..i learned that sometimes the things we WanT 2 *FoRgeT* are the things which we need to TaLk aBouT mosT..i learned that TIME & LOVE can heal aLLThinGs..i LeArNeD that when you ~ThInK~ it can't get any worse-- it does..but with the LoVe & sUpPoRt of friEnDs-- you sUrViVe..i learned that when you start feeLinG BAD about L O S I N G touch & about those you've LosT.. they ToO are feeling the samE..but basically i learned that my~*FriEnDs*~..both oLd& NeW are the MOST *important* to me AND............. without them I wouLdn't be WhO i Am ToDaY..

when can my *HeArT BeaT aGaiN*
                    when does the *pAiN eVeR eNd*
         when do the *TeArS* stop from running over
when does *"YouLL GeT oVeR iT"* begin
                     i hear what you're saying but..
          i swear that it's not making sense 
when does my *SoMeDaY* begin
                      will i ever find *SoMeOnE* again
          & what if i am still not *TruLy oVeR*
what am i supposed to do then babe?
                       do you see what i'm saying?
           even if it's not *MaKinG SeNsE*

                                                         ..imtrying..